I’m stupid. I get soo many college emails and such that i wrote myself an email in a format advertisement people would.
IMA BEAST.
MR CRABELS TEACHINGS ARE GETTING TO ME.
kbye. I’m go write this paper right meow.
I wish i had a best friend.
A best friend that was down, whenever i was down. By my side, ready to go and ride. Be there when im stuck, to pull me out. Be there when i’m fall and need help out.
I know how it feels to be independent, i just wish i had a friend to do things with.
cool.
I know i have bestfriends, but they’re not that way..
I guess it’s kind of selfish, but i don’t know.
Boyfriend would be nice. This is probably the first year i haven’t had anyone to talk to. I even went to homecoming alone -__- well, i did ever year, but always ended up with the person i was “talking to” at the time.
LOSING MY GAME.
bloop. kbye.
ALL I DO IS.
WIN WIN WIN NO MATTER WHAT
NOT, i wish.
TECH TECH BAND TECH TECH TECH BAND TECH TECH BAND PARADE TECH TECH TECH.
That’s my day to day, to day, to day, life.

SEE? FML for getting paint in my hair. I took my sweet time straighting that bitch too. Uhm. End of the quarted FRIDAY. SO im hoppin’ on all my homework. uh, or at least trying to.. LOL.<3

It says my extreme commitment. SOOOO. YAY RED RIBBON WEEK DRUG/ALCOHOL/TOBACCO FREE.
UHM. I love Jay Chou.
I’m forever scared of Lil Wayne.

Andrew Hyman bought me this bag for my birthday<3 I LOVE IT.
I figured out more in dept in who my real friends are.
Who bails out of on their friends birthday party? Even worse when they had nothing to do.
Left me fucken crying in my car for two hours.
Real friends would love to celebrate that person’s birthday.
I’ve learned i deserve better. I don’t need that negativity.
Chicks before dicks bitch. And if you go hop on that dick, i told you so, and look at that disease that will always stick.
im done. I’m going to go viciously scrub myself in the shower till my pores bleed, honestly. Look over my spanish, Talk to my bestest friend walker, create a new Car Jam out & hopefully fall asleep.
tears
Trembeling &
Eating
Away
Rotten
Sacrifices.
Stay strong world, stay strong. For when i fall, i hope it’s you the ground beneath me to catch me. For when is it anyone besides you and me in this planet? Exactly.
HI, i don’t know why but i just felt like i had to come by.
I know some days we feel like we want to die, then others you feel like saying
damn lets get high. So then you get high, and i swear you lift and flow to the sky
and you legit start to fly.
I see you, you see me and realised that we all just need to get by.
over time you realise that when you look in the blue sky
everything will be alright, just say all right you guys.
so we go to mcdonalds and buy small fry because were insecure and
wish it wasn’t such a big deal.
Then we take some steps and finally get the feel.
Loving life and dancing in high heels. feeling the flow and getting to know
that we’re going to have to deal.
then get in the car and drive gripping the sterring wheel.
hoping to get home to a family a home with no problems
but some food on a plate a simple meal.
thats not the truth, not printed with a golden seal.
when we want out theres only tinted lights that try to get out
but we will never let them see, through what we got
never let them be right. if they try we will push back
bringing a harder fight. i guess that when we’re done
we might as well have hung the metal to our delight.
that we tried, and overall hope to get some bright insight.
the life that we live, must be loved, so that by the end of the night
we can sleep and dream that we lived right. That no matter whats in sight
that when we lay in bed we don’t crash nor shatter but know we keep living
and whats right.
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